Feeling Guilty
As I eat that yolk in my egg and sip on a glass of wine, I am feeling so guilty for moving on past the anorexia to arm curl blog, fearful that I should be tracking my calories and calculating my macronutrients.
It is simply amazing at how quickly you can become obsessive regarding your eating patterns and in the quest to ‘eat clean and get lean.’
So whilst I try to relax in to a little more normality, I look back at all the 5am and painful photos I took during the blog and remember why I’ve chosen to be normal as opposed to ripped.
(NB: I actually still train at the same time every day but when you’re not running on empty, you do wake with a little more spring in your step. You still look as rough however.)
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